Old Habbits

My mind screams at me for relief
Emotions draining my strength to go on
Wanting to cut away the feelings
And hide my pain inside me
But not doing so
Because it would hurt the one I love the most

Dark and Light

I watch you sitting in the darkness
Wishing so desperately I could lead you into the light
But knowing that you would never follow me

Hopeless

She sits all alone
Waiting for the tears to fall
And for something to finally make sense to her
She thought she had found that something
But she was wrong
She always knew it was hopeless
That tears would never fall
And that something she thought made so much sense to her
Was a lie all along

Nightmares

Silent and dark, it stalks you, in the shadows waiting for slep to return. You tell yourself it's only a dream but you know better. As darkness falls and sleep returns, it comes from the shadows, loud and full of hate. You twist and turn as you sleep in your bed. Then it leaves as quickly as it came, and haunts your mind once more.

Love Is A Lie

Love is a lie they put in our minds when we’re young.
Telling us stories of prince charmings and happily ever afters.
And forgetting to tell us all the stories are fiction.

A Beautiful Tragedy

Losing myself once again. Crimson marks stain my wrists. I could never hide this from you. A beautiful tragedy fills the air. Tears fall once again. These dark eyes kept my secrets safe from everyone but you. A beautiful tragedy fills the air. Making it so hard to breathe again and even harder to runaway from you. You always found me. A beautiful tragedy fills the air. This sickness it haunts me. Screaming nightmares and a silent whisper, "I'm here for you." A broken mask on the floor. I will hide no more. A beautiful tragedy fills the air.